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Laying there, eyes squeezed shut, his face clouded my thoughts. I had once heard someone say "You will never forget the face of the person who was your last hope.." How that struck me as one of the most accurate phrases, a lot of phrases were bullshit, such as "It gets better. Truly it does not get better for me or most, it continues to get worse until we are completely numb or end the emotions and feelings. His face back in my head again, he was once the hope I wouldn't have to be numb forever.
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taoMega20 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
this is so sad, but what is even sadder is how true it is, i am speaking from experience, after a few years of feeling numb, you either dont care at all, or you care so much you become a social zombie
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bleu-flowers Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Student Writer
I think it's so much sadder when it comes at such young ages. Everything's so much more amplified and it's horrid. I've become another duplicate, smiling when spoken to and no other times. Thanks for the favorite btw ,
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taoMega20 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well, i have been numb since first grade, the outcast title was given to me in fifth, and the insanity came in middle school, and i love being on the outside, it gives me all the fresh air
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bleu-flowers Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Student Writer
the whole suicidal attempts for me happened last year, twice, the year before that even , and once even in grade five. Which is pathetic that someone would make another person want to end their lives.
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taoMega20 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
well, i can reate, my father commited suicide four years ago, i miss him alot, but i keep going on, i have new priorities, and i will stick to them, no matter the cost to me
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bleu-flowers Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Student Writer
i don't have priorities, I never have, never will .
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taoMega20 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
mine are as follows: freinds, family, people i like, people i dont like, people i dont know , and finaly me, i am very protective
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bleu-flowers Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Student Writer
I'm really maternal but I still let a lot of people down sew.
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